Something strange is happening to me. I think i have a personality crisis, or what people common know as schizophrenia. After a frustrating attempt on (half of) my finance assignment, I was typing some innocuous complaints to my friend on msn, when i noticed that...wait a min, i didn't type those comments. As in, i wasn't thinking of that. Apparently my subconsciousness had overtaken momentarily, and assumed a rudimentary level of independence to make a remark on my behalf. Is this a disturbing thought? That perhaps, our bodies are all borrowed as a convenient repository of a consciousness we call the soul, and that perhaps, it is replaceable invasively if our current consciousness lacks the will to occupy our current body with enough conviction. Perhaps, there are many souls within us wrestling for dominance, and one's forebearance is not permanant nor immutable. The dynamic mechanism of the spiritual strength each soul emanates determines the psyche that the human body assumes, and maybe we will realise that indeed, we are not what we used to know ourselves. Or even more, we won't even be conscious to be cognizant our this change/transfer of power.
